about me: 

hi i’m 🩵 LOVE 🩵 

welcome to my romantic diary 

 i’m a top with two sleeves and lots of knots, ties, and bows. 

people say i’m hard to get into (hopefully even harder to get off) 

but don’t let that intimidate you - i’m best enjoyed with the help of others. ;) 

 
relationship status:

(always) seeking partners 

xxx

materials: 

silk taffeta, polyester organza, latex and polyester thread
listening to: 




   
27 November, 2024  



they told me that they felt nothing but this doesn’t look like nothing... yk


24 November, 2024  



i gave in. it was kind of fun but also a horrible idea. should probably never do that again. 

24 November, 2024  



the risks of being highly flammable were worth everything i felt last night.  


20 November, 2024  

 

we listened to emotion (deluxe expanded edition) by carly rae jepsen all night. there was a song about ‘warm blood, underneath my skin / 
warm blood, my heart is pumping‘ 

i might not have skin of my own but at least when i’m on you, close & tight, i can feel ur heart pumping and that feels nice.



18 November, 2024  


so rarely do people take me out beyond the bedroom. it was so nice to feel the wetness of the rain...  i was worried for a second about what that would mean for me... would i stain? i feel like i’m fraying more than i used too... maybe that means i’m being used? does use equate to love? i’m unsure if the cost of use is worth how good it feels to be on ur skin.

i probably shouldn’t think about this kind of stuff so much. but it’s hard not to when people send me messages like this:




16 November, 2024  



ugh. what a wild weekend. felt hot but ... idk i think i overheard some drama???   

is it me? am i the problem? i feel like the more dates i go on, the more chaotic things get. why can’t we all just cuddle and get along? 


13 November, 2024  


it feels so good to glow. 
to radiate.
 to shine brighter. 
 

8 November, 2024  



last night was fun until u dropped me off and passed me around and said i smelled bad in front of everyone. 
 

6 November, 2024  



we went to the marshes (!!!) and then they sent me this:  

 
do u think this is flirting? it’s so romantic? no? 
i think they want a second date (i think i do too)


5 November, 2024  



wow so this is what it feels like to be pushed + smushed.

  they sent me this, which i guess sums it up better than anything i could say: 



i think i liked it? 


4 November, 2024



                
okay so i know i’m a great muse (maybe THE muse) but like look at these texts i got sent!!!!! 
 


maybe it’s mostly not false - but BORING? as if. 
 

30 October, 2024



had a fun night. never been on someones head before. 
she sent me a poem after: 


i hope this isn’t about me...? idk. i think i unleashed something (again) 


28 October, 2024


spent a night w the other flatmate that called me a puzzle...
(surprisingly) had a v nice (not boring) time. i’ve been thinking about how hard i am to take on and off. i guess if you are gonna take me off, throwing me around a bit is the least you can do.  


27 October, 2024


got sent another playlist of what we listened to last night.



everyone is so obsessed with music these days. feels like people don’t really want to have conversations with me? they just want to listen to songs that say the things they can’t. 


25 October, 2024


literally what a night. we rolled around and i got thrown around a lot. her flatmate helped her get into me and said i was like a puzzle and there’s so many threads (...?) which, i guess, is true but like don’t be boring / kill the vibe???



she also sent me what songs we listened to after, 
what do u think she’s implying? 
    
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